words&thoughts

mortality

adi — Thu, 15 Nov 2007 07:04:23 +0000

The long line of philosophers!
None could out talk mortality;
Born out to die; all suffered
Inevitable dusty change;
Their bones are piled as high as
Mount Vipula, lapped by vast seas
Of weeping, pain and parting,
Proving that no philosophy
Can break the wheel of birth and death

-Tanshan

‘Tanshan’ which means Cold Mountain, was the pseudonym adopted by an unknown poet who lived in China as a hermit 1,200 years ago.

All it needs is belief

adi — Mon, 05 Nov 2007 09:04:14 +0000

All it needs is belief. And this, as I might have guessed, is how it is done. We give the gods a name and they quicken in us, they rise in their glory and power and majesty out of minds, they move forth to act in the world beyond, changing us and it. So it is that the beings we are in the process of becoming will be drawn out of us. We have only to find the name and let its illumination fill us. Beginning, as always, with what is simple.

An Imaginary Life
A novel by David Malouf

I feel that once upon a time…

adi — Fri, 02 Nov 2007 12:37:02 +0000

…I was at one with the rest of the earth, that grass grew green upon me, that the autumn sun fell on me and under its rays the warm scent of youth wafted from every pore of my far-flung evergreen body. As my waters and mountains lay spread out through every land, dumbly soaking up the radiance of a cloudless sky, an elixir of life and joy was inarticulately secreted from the immensity of my being. So it is that my feelings seem to be those of our ancient planet, ever germinent and efflorescent, shuddering with sun-kissed delight. The current of my consciousness streams through each blade of grass, each sucking root, each sappy vein, and breaks out in the waving fields of corn and in the rustling leaves of the palms.

I am impelled to give vent to this sense of having authentic ties of blood and affection with the earth. But I know that most people will not understand me and think of my idea distinctly queer.

A 24 year old Tagore (year 1892), in a letter to his niece, Indira.

na main dharmi nahi adharmi

adi — Thu, 01 Nov 2007 05:52:17 +0000

na main dharmi nahi adharmi na main jati na kami ho

na main kehta na main suntan na main sevak swami ho

na main bandha na main mukta na nirbandh sarvangi ho

na kahu se nyara hua na kahu ka sangi ho

na hum narak lok ko jate na hum sarag sidhare ho

sab hi karam hamara keeya hum karman ten yare ho

ya mat ko ki birla bujhe so satguru ho baithe ho

mat kabir kahu ko thape mat kahu ko mete ho

- Kabir

nothing but thy love

adi — Wed, 31 Oct 2007 07:26:57 +0000

Yes, i know, this is nothing but thy love, O beloved of my heart – this golden light that dances upon the leaves, these idle clouds sailing across the sky, this passing breeze leaving its coolness upon my forehead.

The morning light has flooded my eyes – this is thy message to my heart. Thy face is bent from above, thy eyes look down on my eyes, and my heart has touched thy feet.

- Tagore, in Geetanjali

Naina

adi — Sat, 20 Oct 2007 07:45:44 +0000

I am ready, baby. What can I promise you that will bring you to birth?

Tell me you will love me into being. Tell me you will not be afraid.

That would be untrue, baby.

Then tell me you will live with your fear and your doubt and even so, bring me to light.

-Shauna Singh Baldwin

a short excerpt, from the short story, ‘Naina’ from the book, ‘The HarperCollins Book of New Indian Fiction’. A short introduction, you can find on my other blog at,

http://www.delhidreams.blogspot.com

will be posting more from this wonderful collection.

Sit…

adi — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 08:16:47 +0000

Sit, drink your coffee here; your work can wait awhile.
You’re twenty-six, and still have some of life ahead.
No need for wit; just talk vacuities, and I’ll
Reciprocate in kind, or laugh at you instead.

The world is too opaque, distressing and profound.
This twenty minutes’ rendezvous will make my day:
To sit here in the sun, with grackles all around,
Staring with beady eyes, and you two feet away.

– Vikram Seth

Heart of Darkness

adi — Thu, 02 Aug 2007 11:40:31 +0000

Droll thing life is- that mysterious arrangement of merciless logic for a futile purpose. The most you can hope from it is some knowledge of yourself – that comes too late – a crop of unextinguishable regrets. I have wrestled with death. It is the most unexciting contest you can imagine. It takes place in an impalpable greyness with nothing underfoot, with nothing around, without spectators, without clamour, without glory, without the great desire of victory, without the great fear of defeat, in a sickly atmosphere of tepid scepticism, without much belief in your own right, and still less in that of your adversary. If such is the form of ultimate wisdom then life is a greater riddle than some of us think it to be.

Marlow, speaking in the Heart of Darkness
by, Joseph Conrad

Simplicity

adi — Wed, 01 Aug 2007 05:32:09 +0000

How happy is the little stone
That rambles in the road alone,
And doesn’t care about careers,
And exigencies never fears;
Whose coat of elemental brown
A passing universe put on;
And independent as the sun,
Associates or glows alone,
Fulfilling absolute decree
In casual simplicity.

- Emily Dickinson

another of my favourites. in this hectic, always-running-for-things-life, this verse rings a bell somewhere. what do u say?

Kid’s gallery.

dee — Sat, 14 Jul 2007 06:29:17 +0000

Iban batuta pehen ke juta,
Nikal pade toofan me,
Thodi hawa naak me ghus gayi,
Thodi ghus gayi kaan me,
Kabhi naak ko,
Kabhi kaan ko,
Malte Iban Batuta,
Itne me hi nikal pada,
Unke pairon ka juta,
Udte-udte juta unka,
Ja pohuncha japan me,
Iban Batuta khade reh gaye,
Mochi ki dukaan me.

A poem that I enjoyed when I got it some five years back to use as a teaching aid, and a poem that I have used for the past three years now in various schools, with different set ups and the response is always the same.

Children love it, in the primary classes. They want to write it and read it at least once for over two weeks or so, they don’t get bored till the time they know each and every word.

I still enjoy the poem and well it has become a tool to discipline them, I need not shout to quietn them, all I need is to start Iban batuta or similar such poem and everything is in order. Wish the whole syllabus was this enjoyable… – Deepti

“ silent squeal of joy. i dont how i wud have reacted if i’ve been at any other place…

was going to my new office, we were talking on phone and she taking a little break from her teaching recited this to me. i asked her if the class could repeat it. and the joy, the pure spontaneous joy i heard on phone, in those children’s voices… as if a world of happiness descended upon my senses… truly unforgettable. this is how i heard ‘iban batuta’ first.

and wanted it to be here on akshar, for all of u to share. ” – Adi